I am meeting my friend to go swimming in a couple of hours. There is no way I'm eating before then, since people will have to see me in a bikini. It's gunna be bad enough that they have to see my fatness anyway, but if I've added to eat by eating this morning, blegh!

My plan for the day is to do some situps, go swimming, walk home - which should take about 30mins - have an apple or banana or something, do some crunches and tidy the house. I'll have to have a proper tea I think cause H likes to cook for me, but I can always say I ate loads at the cafe at the swimming baths. I'll pick a bit and push it around, make it look like I've made an effort at eating some, but only a couple of mouthfulls will go down at the most. Then I'll have some fruit again later on cause I'll be really hungry by then.

I still haven't got the hang of fasting. I can restrict to bare minimum but not go completely without. Oh well, one day.

I need to go on some pro ana/mia sites later too, find some more images to inspire me. I used to have loads dotted around my bedroom, but they ended up getting thrown out when my brother used to be in there all the time using my computer. Those pictures used to help a lot.

I'm so glad it's the weekend. I've already had my driving lesson this week - he made me go round Leeds the git, all one way systems, round abouts and tossers coming at you from every direction cause there's nearly always three lanes to a road. Anyway, he said if I can tackle Leeds I can do anything. Still haven't done an emergency stop though. Well, not officially. Got my theory booked too for the 31st this month. He wants me to get it out of the way so he can put me straight in for my test - after 3 months! C's been driving a year and half and still hasn't passed.

So, that's out of the way so I have all today to myself to do what I've just been on about. Then tomorrow I'm meeting C to go to the tanning place, then I don't know what. Maybe I can persuade her to come place tennis with me, if it's not too warm.

Suppose I'd better go shower now, have to smoothen my legs n stuff before swimming. Might write later with an update.