January 25, 2004 @ 9:50 p.m.
Fucked Off
Fucked Off
Fucked Off. Was supposed to be going out with A tonight, but yesterday she called and cancelled saying she was skint. But last night she went out and this morning asked me again if I wanted to go out tonight. So I said yeah and told her to just let me know where and when. It got to about six and I'd not heard from her, so sent her a text asking what was happening. She replied saying didn't know yet and would let me know around seven. H had arranged to go out around half seven with someone else, since I was supposed to be going out, so I said I'd get picked up from his and if ended up cancelling then I'd get a taxi home. By half seven I'd still not heard from A, and the guy H was going out with had arrived. They were outside chatting, while I was inside still waiting to hear from A. It was then that H came back in, asking if I wanted dropping off at home since we wouldn't be going out. I asked what he meant and he said that A had arranged to be picked up by the other guy to go out with him. H had assumed she'd text me about it while he'd been outside. She hadn't.
Doesn't sound so bad written down but I'm really pissed off about it. So now, I'm sat at home struggling to find things to do, while she's out there with my boyfriend and his friend, being a cow and having fun. Whatever