May 13, 2003 @ 8:55 a.m.
Cheater

It's been just over two weeks since I last updated and trying to think of something to type now is proving difficult. I don't think I have all that much to say.

I'm going to Alton Towers tomorrow with H. I'm only at college one day a week now so I'm free to do whatever, but I can't afford, which stinks. H has booked the day off. Amy and her boyfriend were supposed to be coming with us, until they broke up. Just Amy could come but she has college now. And the guy isn't really one of my favorite people so I don't want him there.

I found out over the weekend that while Amy was seeing the bloke, he cheated on her at least three times - in the first month! They were together almost a year so how many more time could he have done it that nobody knows about. It was H that told me cause he knew about the first three and has suspicions of another. He was a really good friend of the guys so kept it to himself, but felt that now Amy has a right to know. So we both told her yesterday. She was gutted at first, then just angry. Poor lass.

My weight is a tricky subject at the moment. It seems to go up and down not just day by day, but every other hour. Well, I say weight, but I mean appearence. Sometimes my stomache looks really great, then an hour later it'll be really gross. Wierd. My bum seems to be getting considerably smaller, which is VERY good. I find myself studying my hands a lot recently. They just seem so...I dunno. But they are thin anyway, and I just sit and study the bones. Whatever.

Oh, I've sort of updated my template but for some reason all of the older entries still show up in the old template style. Not sure why this is but I'm trying to sort it out.


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