I have absolutely nothing to do today. Come to think of it, I won't have anything to do until I can get a job, which won't be possible until I finish college on the 13th. But then on the 21st I'm going on holiday so it will likely have to be after that now.

I went shopping with my mother yesterday cause I needed a few bits. Ended up managing to get her to buy me some more deoderant, razors, sun cream + aftersun and a new denim skirt. It's mini but is sort of stretchy so if I feel too self concious I could pull it further down a bit and wear a long top. Although right now I'm not all that fussed about my stomache. At the moment I mostly hate my bum and my thighs. I guess a cure for that, other than not eating would be lots of sex, which I have absolutely no problem with!

I can't wait to go on holiday. A week alone with H. Without the interruptions of people we know who constantly phone and pop in for a chat and a drink. Plus I'm dying to learn how to surf. I'm not really sure why, I just want to.

I have eaten practically nothin over the past week or so. It's been really hot and sunny, which always puts me off eating for some reason, it's great. I think it's starting to show too. My stomache is flatter than before and my collar bone is more defined. I haven't weighed myself in SO long, but I like it that way; then I'm dealing with perception instead of figures.